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Thursday, January 28, 2010, 1:19 AM
Whyy. why must you be like that? We used to be real close. you've changed. Alot. Whats heppening to us? I never hated you this much before. But I guess i cant fight this feeling. when will we be just like we used to be ? as we grow up, the more sad, gloomy and jealous we get. is it normal to act like this? i dont think so. but.. if you like where you are right now. well.. i've got nothing to say. i miss the old times; memories. i dont like where i am. i dont like my attitude, i wish i could change. . I'll try to change my hardest, i really want to go back in time. i always get this feeling, u dont like me being happy. i hate the harsh words you use on me. when will u stop that? im willing to forget it. but can you? yes, you are the best. perfect. anyone would want to be you. but if your attitude keeps going on like that. i think i'd be happy not to mix with you. why do u get mad everytime i do something right ? maybe you're too used to being the best, you just forget what it is to lose at times. i dont like being around you at times. but because of the other friends i have in tht grp, i still mix with u, i endured every minute being there. i like the revenge that hits you. its not hard to do that. but everytime u go.. innocent, i feel guilty. i dont want us to be like this. i need us. i need you. just now, when u appeared whilst i was talking with.... u appeared with the rest. i sense of anger engulfed me. why does it have to be like this ? i want to be with "*****" again. but hey, she's got other friends. i was happy wif her. till she left.its my fight, i'll do my best to undo what gone wrong.